Lately, I have been playing over and over in my head the friendships that I have lost and how it has affected me. Some relationships I can honestly say, whew... Im glad I have moved on and I am no longer weighed down by its negativity. On the other hand, I think about some friendships, one in particular, that I wish things would have turned out differently. I don't regret the things that were said but I just wish that the person who it was said to, would have really listened to what I was saying. I might have been a little harsh in my verbage but I was only thinking of one thing... NOT TO LOSE MY FRIEND!I do realize the TRUTH HURTS, so maybe she just wasn't ready to hear the truth and maybe just maybe, I should have been a better listener and watched my tongue for a minute. For that, I am sorry. I am working on being a better ME and not being so QUICK TO REACT. Everyday, I recall things that were said and how differently my life has been without her. When someone has been apart of your life for so many years and now they are no longer a factor, has been a very HARD, HUGE PILL TO SWALLOW. I am not sure what the future holds for us and how our universe would ever collide again but I do want her to know that I LOVE HER DEARLY!!! I miss our friendship and I can only hope and pray that all of her dreams, inspirations and thoughts are coming true!